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my sickness

Posted by anorene on January 3, 2009 1:23 pm

it is entirely impossible for it to be healthy to love another person this much, i have thought i was in love many times before ,but i know now it was all a sham,i am truly scared to let this much emotion flow thru my system. there are way to many what ifs that scare the hell outta me,like what if she falls outta love with me? what do i do about competiton? do i let the purely animal side come out and declare myself the alpha male? i love this woman unconditionally with every fiber of my soul. we are complete opposites of the cosmic polarity scale i am a libra she is an aries,fire and wind, we both bring into this what the other lacks. but anyway back to the point- why do people put them selves out there and give so much power of there well being to another human,with all the possibilities for deceit,lies,and impurity that exists in this realm of existence. i cant very well answer that question or any of the other ones that come to mind,but one thing i am sure of is that i am jumping into this void head first and damn the consequences......

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The most uncontagious thing..

Posted by Kira[Slayer] on October 14, 2008 10:01 am

I would never be wrong if I say that love is uncontagious.. It comes from one place.. it never goes to another.. May be I was just so unlucky in this sphere of life.. But I put in my opinion that how hard you love another person is not a value of how hard this person will love you..

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this hurts me more then it will hurt you...

Posted by tainted sunshine on October 9, 2008 7:28 am

I honestly don't know where to begin? i'll just start at the beginning and go from there i guess? I have been involved with someone for almost 3 years i started having problems with them a few months before our 3rd year of dating. he proposed and i was happy for a while.. but after some time i felt like i was on a different page then him.. i put my feelings aside and left on my trip. i was gone on my trip for a month and a half. i had the best time. i came home and things where awkward.  i had changed and he will still the same loving, funny person i used to know. I tried to make things work when i got back but things just didn't feel right. i told him  everything. he understood and  we have been friend's ever since. my family  and everyone around me thinks it odd that him and i hang out all the time. like everyday for the most part.  someone even told me that it's unhealthy for him and myself to be around each other all the time and be broken up.  he's still head over heals in love with me. i love him to but I'm not in love with him anymore. he knows that. he has supported me emotionally  threw some really diffacult times i've gone threw  for the past month or so.  he's been great. he's like my best friend so i tell him everything.. i tell him the truth about things even if they might hurt his feelings. i had a tiny crush on this guy that i knew and he just met threw some friends of mine and my brother's. i told him that i like this friend of mine but i honestly don't  think i could ever date him due to the fact that i know his ex girlfriend and i don't want to date anyone for a long time. the crush had some issues and his ex needed help moving her stuff out of his home. so my brother and i went to there house to help her  move and help him deal with what was going on. we moved her out and we hung out with him and a few friends of his till 1 am. My ex was texting me the whole time worried.  i told him not to worry and i tried to make him feel better by telling him that everything is ok and that i'd call him when i got home. i texted him 3 times to tell him i was home and that he could call me if he wanted to.. he didn't reply back.. so then i texted him to ask him if he wanted me to call him.. he didn't reply back.. then i got online to check my mail and he was online. i wrote  him telling him i was sorry about everything and that i hope he wasn't mad and blah blah blah etc etc he didn't reply back. then i got pissed because  he was acting so fucking childish  I think he cut me out of his life just because i was helping someone he didn't want me to be around.  I feel sick because i never thought  he would do that to me just because of something so stupid.  i honestly  have no idea what to do? i don't believe i did anything wrong.  so why should he treat me like i did? so much for someone who i thought was different.. i hate stupid drama bullshit. especially when nothing happened!! God!!!  well it's almost 3:30 am.  sorry about the spelling.. i'm tired and stressed!!
  Goodnight!!

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